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My sheets are anticipating the moment you return, begging for your sweat to stain the masses lying on their surface. Its the holiday season, and you’re home, but… not here. A strange occurrence considering the way the year has been, something I’m thankful for, but albeit, strange. The stuffed animals that almost seemed human-like as they watched us cuddle on the same bed, miss you. My out of date laptop which you laughed at as you furiously typed a complaint letter to starbucks, misses you. And when I hear those painfully annoying but loveable hyundai commercials, I miss you.
I can’t help but to wonder if you’re feeling the longing too, it is, after all, the time of the year where beds are made to be slept in by more than one person, the time of year where sweaters are meant to be shared, and the time of year where your loneliness reminds you of its presence on every corner you turn.
But I know its a stretch. Knowing you, you’ve found solace in the top 100 tracks of 2010 from pitchfork.com or a venti cup of starbucks coffee you got for free after knowing someone who knows the barista who works there. Maybe you’ve found solace in another girl, but…I’m trying not to think of that right now. Its been the year of you, as terrible as that sounds, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Half a month left in the year and I’m working on improving the next one. Its been a year, a long year of learning, and I’m a person; a more grown up person than I imagined, with brand-new memories and lessons to carry me along. Just to think of this: a year without the thought of us. Only the sweet memories for the time being until I forget about you.

I’m liking the sound of that already.


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It’s that time of the year again and everyone seems to be posting their wishlists. So I’m going to post mine as well. 🙂 I’m almost done with my Christmas shopping as well. I bought more than planned! :*)

Das Zeichen des Vampirs – Susan Hubbard
Numbers – Rachel Ward
Trostpflaster – Anne Hertz
Symbol – Dan Brown
Eisige Nähe – Andreas Franz
Leichenblässe – Simon Beckett
Todesspiele – Karen Rose
Ausgelöscht – Cody McFadyen
Helter Skelter – Vincent T. Bugliosi
Mädchenfänger – Jilliane Hoffman 
Eat, Pray, Love – Elizabeth Gilbert

The Family Stone
Full House Season 5
Two & A Half Men Series Box


Notebooks (any size, any color)
New York related things (Dutchess County/Stormville, NY)
Wool (left overs)
Holiday cards from all over the world
All kinds of tea
Dog toys for my puppies

Camera Gear 
Polaroid Land Camera
Vintage Typewriter
Canon EF 1.8

These things from modcloth.com

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It’s a sign.

I miss you so much.
More and more each day.

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